sometime i feel like talking to you. but i have no idea how to start the conversation. because you ended it so abruptly. what are you really thinking about? i have no idea. and for once i thought i found someone who is everything to me. must you be so brutal and stab me right into my heart when i already gave it to you. must you?

there's this song that sounds me right now:                     

An empty room can be so deafening,
The silence makes you wanna scream,
It drives you crazy.
I chased away the shadows of your name,
And burned the picture in a frame,
But it couldn't save me.
And how could we quit something we never even tried,
Well you still can't tell me why.
We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what your looking for.
But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore.                                                                                                                              Your not the person who you used to be,
The one I want who wanted me,
And that's a shame but,
There's only so many tears that you can cry.
Before it drains the light right from your eyes,
And I can't go on that way.
And so I'm letting of everything we were,
It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.

do you hear me?

i want a beautiful life

let me turn back time

to a day when i truly smiled

because only then did everything seemed so fine